I'm often told that I confuse people, not with my dazzling wit (although it is DAZZLING!) but with my apparent disinterest in persuing relationships.Not just that though, I also never seem to 'crush' on anyone, well no one attainable at least.

I guess they have a point, I don't crush after people, and I guess it's the dettachment thing that I mentioned in an earlier post - all my feelings are through a degree of separation. But more than that, I feel as though I have to be cautious in whom I choose to persue, after all I'm part of a minority, therefore I need to know that the object of my affections is of a similar persuasion - never fall for a straight girl and all of that. Because of this my dettachment kicks in, a preservation thing.

Up to this point, and even still, this poses no real problem, I haven't found a like-minded lady with whom I'd like to start something, nor have I formed inappropriate attachments to straight girls. But I can't help but wonder, will I be able to turn it off in the future - or am I doomed to live a crushless existence??

Well anyway, that's enough mindless angsting :-P